Monday, January 23, 2006
Hmm...look thru the blogs n friendster profiles of my friends brings alot of revelations...it brings a sense of closeness knowing how they are getting along, yet i feel myself drifting away from them when i realize the vast differences in our lifestyles, our circle of friends....esp of those who are studying overseas right now....how i yearn to be able to study overseas....to experience the independent lifestyle...to do things as and when you like without holding back....the envy intensifies especially when most of your sec sch friends are going thru that phase.....
But getting back down to earth...i should be thankful for what i have as opposed to what i can't have....perhaps the day of reckoning will come when i do my masters' overseas...as for now....i should just be contented with the opportunity of an overseas exchange next year...
OrAnGeL was fuming at
3:25 PM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Feeling super pissed off and boiling with anger right now...I guess i've never been so angry for a long time now....and here's why:
About an hour before i was to knock off from work...ard 8pm...my supervisor called and asked for the number of phones i had sold. When it was not to her satisfaction, she starting shouting into the phone and starting to blame me with every single reason she could find...despite me trying to defend myself...it's super unreasonable - How am i to sell so many phones when 1) There's no stock of phones with better features 2) There are competitor phones which are much better given the price 3) You didn't mention any target b4 until u started shouting?!
Given my temperament, no one has ever dared to shout @ me before, and i seriously hate it when people shout into my ear, or into the phone. So she did both and now i'm stewing like no one's business....Firstly, being a supervisor doesn't give you the right to shout @ anyone....not even my mum does that to me...Secondly, shouting doesn't resolve things....it only makes things worse by turning the other party away from what you are trying to convey...Thirdly, you're only an ite grad who's now in poly...even though you may be a good sales person, but i definitely don't see you as a good leader.....you're not anywhere near.....
All i need right now is squash therapy......to vent my anger....
OrAnGeL was fuming at
10:33 PM
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