Half a year has passed since the last entry.
During this period, a friendship painstaking forged in France soured towards the end of June, whilst this term had been pretty uneventful in adjusting back to the hectic demands of the rat race.
A long-term r/s has also ended, with relief perhaps. Carrying someone else's baggage can really weigh one down.
It felt like a period of lost consciousness, a kite gone astray.
But also gladness as a buddy held on tightly, providing unconditional support in bringing back consciousness.
My world has expanded greatly, a new-found purpose in life beckons.
What comes after money, personal success? I've found my answer.
Together are 16 other diverse individuals whom i know would brave whatever untold danger and difficult times that lies ahead. In the next 9 months and in this lifetime, and perhaps eternity. A bond unbreakable by our code of honor, a bond close to our hearts.
I can finally learn to connect to people at a deeper level, and found a deeper meaning to life with life coaching. Discovered my crave for solitude, for freedom, for intimacy.
The person who i will mark as my equal, worthy of what lies beneath would be a function of time, and luck.
Expanding in different dimensions, no more significance than a speck of dust, how will i find my place in the world? A place that is my own, and not of others.
What lies ahead are obstacles, visible and invisible to the naked eye, to the naked heart. But having pledged to go on this journey, the only comfort lies in watching my progress from day 1.
Unsure of the breakdowns that will strike at random, and painful that might be, would be the only way to grow, to reach my goals with greater certainty.
But i'm excited.
OrAnGeL was fuming at
10:08 PM
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