Been eons since i last blogged, and the term has past by in a flash...exams are over n itz onwards into the hols...but i'm starting my internship in 2 days time...till aug 4....blehz...i will be working as a management trainee in Eurofin Asia, a finance firm...will be helping out on the investment fund they are setting up...hope itz a worthwhile experience for me...hehe
Duno whether to be happy to not...
Happy that i got an internship with such a decent firm
Not happy coz my life will be kind of a hell-hole from next wk on...
Imagine....
5-day 9-6pm, mon wed fri tuition from 7-9pm, thur piano 730-9pm, tue thur 7-9pm sat 3-6pm db training, sun tuition........
Datz a 7-day week with no time to take a breather or do any R&R...
SOMEBODY PLS KILL ME!!!!
Dragonboat training is gonna start officially today, yet i feel no excitement....
Last year's regatta race did bring the gals team closer together, but the march race has seem to push us further apart....there are people i hardly talk to at all, and i always feel alienated around them during training....dere's this sixth sense in me that tells me that they dun like me...but itz hard to quantify....perhaps it's due to the fact that we have no common topics....geez.....i don't know...
As far as i'm concerned, i joined dragonboat to bring back the feeling of bonding which i felt when i was in njc squash....but it seems like itz not even halfway there yet....one thing is they dun open up and i dun feel the close-knittedness i yearn to feel from the days of squash....makes me contemplate quitting the team....what i want is a team that is v bonded, who share their happiness and troubles, who move forward together with the determination and perseverance to reach their goals together.....but sometimes what i'm hearing is juz hollow words of encouragement, and it doesn't help that some have already quitted the team....
OrAnGeL was fuming at
12:00 AM
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